Saturday, May 9, 2015

The Transformation of Pretty Light

Part 2 of:  The Tale of Pretty Light

Life in the Clouds as a part of the Priestess Circle fed Pretty Light in ways She could never before have imagined.  As Queen of the Fairies, She had never experienced belonging, the Heart connection of Sisterhood, feeling loved for just Being Herself or being appreciated for Her Wisdom.  Pretty Light had finally come home.  She had finally found Her Spiritual Family.  All the work that She had accomplished while living in the mist was a dim memory.

Now that Pretty Light was living in the Clouds with her Priestess Sisters, She had a very good vantage point from which She could observe the mist that had engulfed her for 50 years which, in the process, had significantly impaired Her Vision.  The Light from the Sky was initially too harsh for Pretty Light’s eyes.  She could barely open her eyes without them being hurt by the Sky’s brilliant Light.

As the days began to pass, Pretty Light could feel the Love from Her Priestess Sisters embracing Her more and more.  The Strength of Their Love made Pretty Light feel connected to Her Priestess Sisters as though They were ONE Being.  Within Their Circle, Pretty Light’s eyes were being healed by the Love that bound the Circle together.  Her eyes were gaining much clarity of sight from the Circle’s Love, and soon, Pretty Light was able to fully open Her eyes.  Through their healing, Pretty Light’s eyes had become as keenly perceptive as the eyes of the Steller's Sea Eagle, the same bird whose wings were now a part of Her.  The brilliant Light of the Sky no longer hurt Her eyes.  Pretty Light was amazed by the breadth of vision that being in the Clouds provided Her, and She was especially in awe of the beauty that She was able to perceive from Her perch in the Clouds.

Gradually, Pretty Light encountered new Awakenings, some of them high hurdles, others deep pits.  Each Awakening stretched Her in ways that intrigued Her.  Now that Pretty Light was out of the mist and among the Clouds, She was able to participate with the Awakenings rather than having them happen to Her.  She enjoyed this new found manner of exploring and discovering all that desired to show up for Her. 

Each Awakening was like a new game of hide-and-seek, and Pretty Light reveled in playing the game, even when She was carried away into such depths that She wanted to squeeze Her eyes closed tightly and hold Her Breath.  Pretty Light quickly discovered that it was easier for Her to play with the heights and the depths of the Awakenings when She allowed Herself to keep Her eyes opened wide and take-in deep breaths.  The deeper She would breathe in, the more exhilaration She would experience, and the quicker She could make Her discoveries within the Awakenings.

Through each new Awakening, Pretty Light grew stronger and stronger and more and more confident.  Her radiance became brighter and more expansive.  Just when Pretty Light was beginning to feel safe and secure living among the Clouds and playing hide-and-seek with the Awakenings, She felt a deep rumbling within.  She had never experienced such a rumbling before.  The force of the rumbling scared Her.  She could feel the Power behind the rumbling, and She didn't know what to do.  Pretty Light felt as though the force of the rumbling would break Her open – split Her in two.  As the rumbling grew closer and louder, Pretty Light became more and more panicked.  The fear of the rumbling’s Power felt like it would drown Her.  Finally, in desperation, Pretty Light called out to Her Goddess-Ally.

Pretty Light had always known that Her Goddess-Ally was by Her side, ready to help Her whenever She needed it.  In fact, Pretty Light had met Her Goddess-Ally on several occasions before when She had been in the mist.  Those occasions had been joyful ones.  Pretty Light had never anticipated so desperately needing Her Goddess-Ally’s protection, especially up here in the Clouds so far away from the mist.  As soon as Pretty Light sent out the call, Her Goddess-Ally immediately responded to Her.  Her Goddess-Ally comforted Her and assured Her that the Power of the rumbling was nothing to be afraid of.  Her Goddess-Ally explained to Her that the Sound of the rumbling was Her own “Roar of Awakening” and the Power of the rumbling was Her own Core Power.

Pretty Light was in wonderment over this revelation.  Pretty Light’s Goddess-Ally explained to Her that She was feeling the Power of Her River of Fire!  Pretty Light realized what an extraordinary GIFT this was for Her.  She learned from Her Goddess-Ally that the River of Fire had always been a part of Her, and living in the mist had kept Her unaware of Its presence.  By living in the Clouds with Her Priestess Sisters, Pretty Light had been so fully embraced by Love that She had been able to reclaim Her Core Power, the River of Fire.

The force of the River of Fire was a new sensation for Pretty Light.  She spent some time on Her favorite Cloud to become accustomed to the feeling.  It was important for Her to feel the Oneness between Herself and the River of Fire, so that She would be able to move with It and create from It.  The River of Fire held much Wisdom.  Pretty Light remembered that It was the Source of Her Wisdom when She had been Queen of the Fairies.  After all that Pretty Light had experienced in the mist, the River of Fire’s Wisdom was much deeper and more sweeping than ever before. 

Looking down from Her Cloud, Pretty Light noticed for the first time that there was a trail of Light that still connected Her to the mist below.  The Light was very faint.  It was more like a trail of glowing pixie dust.  Yet, its faint presence was enough for Pretty Light to see into the mist and observe some of the details from Her time there that She had forgotten upon Her arrival in the Clouds.  

She was astonished to discover that the “escapade” had caused Her to move so far away from Her Psychic Fingerprint that She had completely forgotten Her unique Being-ness.  As She focused more closely on the mist, Pretty Light was able to discern the negative bonding patterns that had formed between Her and Her Earth Mother, Nana, as well as between Her and Her Earth Father, Pops.  Pretty Light could see how the negative bonding patterns between Her and Her Earth Parents facilitated the disownment of Her negative and impersonal energies that had dared to show themselves in the mist.  

Pretty Light began to recognize that Her negative and impersonal energies did not go away when She had disowned them.  Rather, each one had created a Self that haunted Her footsteps through the mist; they were the gang that had been creating Her heartache while She was in the mist.  There was the Spineless Cowardice self, the Bullying self, the Manipulative self, the Deceiver self, the Arrogant self, the Selfish self, the Lazy self, the False Accuser self, the Angry self, the Bad Girl self, the Inner Critic self  and the Unconscious self

As Pretty Light looked even more closely, She was able to distinguish two life-altering episodes of heartache that the gang had created for Her while She was in the mist.  Twice, Her Earth Parents had disowned Her!  The first time, when Pretty Light was about 23 years old, She had been disowned only by Nana.  That episode lasted a few years.  Later, when Pretty Light was about 38 years old, She had been disowned by both Nana and Pops.

WOW!  Pretty Light was astonished!!  

Suddenly, She remembered that She had left the mist while STILL being disowned by Nana and Pops!  Pretty Light looked intensely for the message that She was intended to receive from this discovery.  However, She knew that She would not find the message in the mist.  Pretty Light would have to use Her courage to dive into the Wisdom of the River of Fire to uncover it.  With patience, compassion and courage, Pretty Light realized that Nana and Pops had been mirroring to Her all of the negative and impersonal energies that She had disowned.  By disowning the negative and impersonal energies that She saw and detested in Nana and Pops, they (Nana and Pops) – in turn – had literally disowned Her twice: once for each of them.

Pretty Light was overcome by the sacrifice that Nana and Pops had made on Her behalf to ensure that She would progress into the Aware Ego Process.  The experience of Life in the mist through the actual experience of Her Selves, along with the Wisdom of the River of Fire, had enabled Pretty Light to surrender to ALL of Her energies.

As Pretty Light became more comfortable with the Presence of the River of Fire within Her, She experienced a huge shift within Herself.  It was so immense that it felt as if an earthquake had shook Her entire internal landscape.  From this shift, Pretty Light’s internal world began to open up very quickly.  As Pretty Light’s Inner World opened, the Wisdom from the River of Fire surged forth to fill every nook and cranny. 

The River of Fire became an Ocean of Wisdom within Pretty Light.  She began to receive sudden sparks of memories.  She remembered Her Lineage from Arcturus in the 6th dimension and also with The Ancients, who are a future version of the Arcturians in the 33rd dimension. She remembered the Sacred Contract that She had made with The Ancients who are collectively sharing LIFE Wisdom with Humanity for the first time in 9,000 years.  She remembered Her commitment to Mother Earth as a Guardian.  She remembered Her mission to reconnect with Her Priestess Sister.  She remembered Her Star Tetrahedron Crystalline Structure and ALL of Her ten (10) points of Consciousness which assist Her with conducting Her inter-dimensional work.  She remembered that Her Autistic elements help Her to disconnect from Humanity’s Collective Consciousness, so that She can perform Her Service from Love.  Most especially, She remembered the Magic of the Golden Ray that She had brought forth with Her when She had been born as a Human baby.

Through the Ocean of Wisdom within Her and the Magic of the Golden Ray that She had brought with Her, Pretty Light had been able to expand so fully that She had been transformed from being a Pretty Light into being a Bright Star.

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